Posts Tagged ‘internal thoughts’


Sunday, January 9th, 2011

Hello All

Some of you know that my father passed before the end of the year, December 21st, 2010. Bear with me as I have a story I would like to share with you. I hope I will give you comfort and understanding as it comes to death from this physical body. Some people know some of the history of me with my father; the discord I had growing up.

I’m going to start with the day he came home from the hospital to receive Hospice Care. It was on a Friday. I had asked for a sign from above the Tuesday before to direct me on what to do as I had turmoil inside of me. The answer came telling me, “Focus on you right now, not this other person you have in your life that you “think” you need. He can not, nor is it his job to comfort you. Go to your father and love him. Tell him you love him. Give him peace. Love him with your mind, body, heart and spirit.

Whenever I receive promptings from Spirit I follow through because I know it is all for the good and healing for me. Its possible I could be helping him forgive himself. So I went to see my father. I made sure to see him every day until his passing.

On the second night, a Saturday night, when I saw my father, I leaned towards his face, my hands on his and sent energy of love. During this time I strongly felt the presence of an angel over us feeling what took up the whole room. Such beauty. Such a feeling of ultimate love and peace you can not know unless you have experienced angels yourself.

The third evening as I lay on the couch in my mom’s living room (My dad was in another room) I felt energy from my father leave his body. Hard to describe but I felt it. I felt a sensation from my heart and stomach and then it moved up into my head as i shed a tear. I was like “Whoa his energy moved.”

When I visited him on Sunday touching him with love I whispered in his ear, “Go in peace dad. You can come talk to me anytime. We can have long conversations whenever we want.” I know he hears me. They can always hear and see more than you think they can. Just because they may not be able to hear and see with the physical senses their inner being does.

When I visited him Monday I wasn’t really with him too much but I did notice he was dehydrating. My mom commented that he’s frowning because she could see the wrinkles in his forehead were more visible. I said “Mom, he’s dehydrating.” That was hard for her to take as I saw the expression on her face. I shed many tears. The tears weren’t because he was dying, but that I could feel his life force leave. I wanted my lover to take away the pain. But I knew I needed to go through this myself. Feel the feelings. Acknowledge them. Face them. Get through them. When I got home and went to bed, during the night I felt again spirit move. This time all the way out and I felt the peace and freedom of his spirit being out. I felt free and peace as he felt this freedom and peace. It was quite amazing. I had a better understanding of a body passing

Tuesday morning i received news of his passing from my brother in law. Services were December 29th, 2010.


Angel Barbara Anne Rose

Goddess of Love and Light


Saturday, December 5th, 2009

News from Goddess of The Rose:

Listening goes along with communication. How does one listen? Do you listen only with your ears? Do you listen with your eyes? Your heart? To truly listen one must use many senses.  If you only listen with your ears you miss more than 50% of what the other says. When we use our eyes we become attached with the soul behind the words. When you add the heart in listening you hear with a caring attitude. To listen is also to clarify what you believe you are hearing what the other is saying. In psychology this is called Mirroring. Some may think this is redundant. It is not. It is important the other person knows that You understand.  To understand you must say back what you heard. People only hear what they think they hear. They turn around in their mind what they think they are hearing. It’s a habit we are often unaware of. We do it consiously and subconciously. Even so sometimes we can say the most BASIC things and we still do not listen. Why? Maybe part of it is because we want to be in control of the situation. We let ego get in the way. We can let many things get in the way and all of them are not very good. Some down right wrong.

So when I inform you gentlemen through any of my ads and here on my site that you must leave me a contact number in order to see me, then this is precisely what I need.  Never expect same day appointments if you are not going to provide me with a contact number. I am often in one of my sessions and do not have time to play email tag. All you need to do is write in my message block giving me a time frame that is best to get back with you. It’s pretty simple. Please do yourself  and me a favor and do not ask to see me if you are choosing to not oblige to my most easiest requests. Time is valuable. I wish to spend it with those who value my time as well as their own.

Thank YOU for your cooperation.


Goddess of The Rose